The question I get most often is "how are you feeling?" Ugh. I think I'd rather have people touching my belly. I feel fine. I feel great. I am having the world's easiest pregnancy. Next question. But it won't be long before people are starting to ask, "are you ready?"
Boy, this is a tough question.
For 10 years I screamed, in my head and aloud, "I'M NOT READY!!!" But at some point you just kind of have to be okay with now or never. I actually think pregnancy has calmed me down. I've lost control of everything and really, that's a good thing. I'm learning to go with the flow and just let things happen.
The other day I posted a YouTube video on my Facebook wall that just had me in tears. I mentioned something about not caring if my child was smart, or good looking, or athletic, but I cared if he/she had a good heart. Our former pastor from church noted that he knew we were completely ready for parenthood. And you know what, I feel that way. I am totally okay with what's going on. Sure, I don't know the first thing about giving birth or how to bathe a child, etc., but I know the type of parent I want to be and I know the type of child I would like my offspring to become.
So, how am I feeling? Great. Stop asking. Am I ready? Absolutely. Let's do this.
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